Monday, May 26, 2014

Day 4 evening & Day 5 morning

So, technically it is day 5 but we'll finish out yesterday:

Russell gained about 2 more ounces as of last night (May 25)! He is at 7 lbs 13 oz. We will probably be sent home today.  Matt and I won't leave without getting oxygen for Russell. Oxygen levels remain high and we want to keep it that way.

I had a minor moment of fear and tears for Russell's heart surgery last night.  It sounds so scary. Yes, I know it is best for him and he needs it but the scared Mom in me came out for a few minutes.  I think I'm allowed to be scared - my baby is having heart surgery. I'm not sure how I'll sleep the night before.  I guess I shouldn't worry about that and cross that bridge when I get to it. For now, I'm just enjoying holding and looking at him.

Russell was awake for about 30 minutes at 5:30 this morning so, of course, I couldn't sleep until he did.  I wanted to see those eyes.  Then he was still hungry, so he ate a total of 78 ml instead of the usual 58!

Now, we are just waiting for the doctors.

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